my bufday..

BISMILLAH..

slm..erm thx 2 all my fmly,my dear, n all my frendz yg wish..

yg xwish mybe xingt..coz aku nye bufday nie xde la important sgt kn.. :p

aku rse cm epy sgt tonight coz she alwayz be there 4 me..

die da byk spend time ngn aku..time yg aku rse kdg2 gngu die..

i mean mse 2 utk die stdy ke..spend time ngn adk2 die ke..

tp da byk abis utk aku..4 dat i really appreciate wat u have done dear..

thx u so much sAYANGs..i truthly luv n miss u..

td mse tgh borak2 ngn die aku ckp wait coz i rceive msj from some1..

rpe2 nye mmbe aku wish bufday..then die cdih coz die ckp die bkn the 1st yg wish..

then aku gthu die blm kul 12 pon..bfore 2 die ade ckp die sgan ngn aku..

ape yg die sgan pon aku xthu.. xD

29/8 ade mmbe aku wish bufday..then aku rply ckp bufday aku blm tibe..

td kul 9.4o pm ade lg yg wish pdhal 3o/8 bru..hahaha..

smgt btl mmbe2 aku nie..btw thx a lot..

list yg wish aku :

1. coky (29/8..hahaha..)

2. fara (9.4o mlm..3o/8)

3. anis (11.52 mlm..tonight)

4. my sweetheart (actlly the 1st sAYANGs)

5. intan

6. farihah

7. saliha

8. anis syaza

9. ying

10. ecah

11. eqa

12. syasya al-farisha

13. yuz

14. pejai

15. ayie

16. achik

17. papa,mama,b.long,k.long,k.lang,k.chik n baby (scre srentak)

18. yomiko

19. syami

20. abang

erm..da2..top 2o je leh list kn..

ltih2..hahahahahahaha..thx3 guyz..ilysm..

again..

BISMILLAH..

slm..again die mntah2 n xcihat..

sumpah rsau thap ape pon aku xthu coz die jrg2 cakit..

tp ble da cakit cmni la..

about 1 week die cmni..awk,be strong ok?

ingt la yg sy syg awk sgt2..sy xske awk cakit2 cmni..

n i rceive msj from her about 4.o5 pm yg mngate kn bhwe pose nye tlah btal..

nk thu sbb ape?die mntah.. :(

SPEECHLESS..1 bnde yg aku leh uat juz pray 4 her..

aku thu aku ngn die jaoh skunk..2 yg aku xmmpu nk uat pape 2..

npe la U aku nie xsblah college die an..2 sume impian xkn jd knytaan..

n 1 more thing die dok sbok2 rsau psal injured kki aku nie..

tp die pon xcihat..aku xnk la die t'lmpau pkir psal aku die xt8 care herself..

ble aku suh t8 care nie la jwpn nye.."sy da t8 care tp cakit 2 nk dtg gak cmne?"..

ish nsib baek jaoh SELANGOR n PENANG..klu dkt aku da ggt2 die thu x..

erm da xthu nk story psal ape..yg pntg awk jge dri awk utk sy k?

sy sAYANGs awk sgt2..awk jgn noty2 k?klu noty2 sy babap tau? :p

awk slalu uat sy epy n t'snyum..thx dear..

miss u badly..n cant live without u..

nothing..

BISMILLAH..

slm sume..da lme xupdate my blog..
xde mse + xde story + BERUKband ilang..so xleh on9 slalu..
xthu nk story ape la..story psal die la..
lately aku cm da byk kli uat die mrh..
mybe prangai aku kdg2 uat die gram + cakit ati..
aku cbe jd hipokrit spye jge ati die n xnk uat die cakit ati..
tp aku xleh nk tpu dri aku..aku ttap jd dri aku yg sbnar..
aku adlah aku..utk ape kte jd org laen utk bhagie kn ssorg kn?
tp ble aku jd dri aku sbnar aku rse cm over lak uat die mrh..
pape pon aku da say sory kt die..hope die xmrh da..
jhat kn aku ske2 ati je uat die mrh..i'm truthly sory k dear?
sy nk awk thu yg sy sAYANGs sgt2 kt awk..
thx coz awk alwayz ade ble sy prlu kn awk.. :)
ilysm..imysm..iny..1 4 3..

with all my heart..
ur lovely boy..
-SPMAASM90-
( azrul affendi sAYANGs kamo0 )

-my oxygen-

from SHE..

BISMILLAH..

dgr la..

syukur alhamdulillah..

BISMILLAH..

1st nk say thx 2 Allah coz aku da cihat now..

n da kuar hosptal..espclly 4 her jgn rsau2 lg about me k?

da b'ansur pulih..alhmdllah..genap la 10 ari aku admit kt hosptal..

n 9 ari aku tggal pose..subhanallah..

esok b'mle la pose prtme ku..hehehe..sgan la ngn si die..

die yg gurl pon xpose 5 ari tau..

smpai die ckp lg klu esok aku xpose aku da m'double kn yg die xpose 2..

huish ! gram btl + gram..hehehe..

2 sume dgaan n ujian Allah s.w.t t'hdap aku..aku redha je..

slme aku kt hosptal aku nk say thx u so much kt die coz die da caring gle psal aku..

luv u..miss u..n thx u..hehehe..

with love..

your lovely boy..

syed putra mohd azrul affendi syed mokhtaruddin_90

unique..

BISMILLAH..

mle2 kteorg on9..then aku tgk die da off9..

aku pon msj die n tny da off9 ke..aku msj die xrply..

mybe die bz kot sbb die da kte nk g bzar..aku pon tggu je la..

lme2 xrply gak aku pon uat decision kol die..die angkt..but..sekat2..

ish gram nye..pas 2 die da kuar aku kol blk..

borak pny borak die pon t'tny la psal brat n tggi aku..

aku ckp brat xingt tggi bfore diz 189cm..die pon ckp eh btl ea sy teke..

hahaha..ngade btl..aku xprasan pon die teke..i'm sory.. :)

pas 2 die tny brat aku..aku ckp la 253kg..then die gelak kuat sgt..

hahahahaha..sumpah epy gle2 dgr die gelak cm 2..hope die epy ngn aku..

pas 2 die ckp org tny btl2 nie..ok2 aku pon ckp bfore diz 64kg..

die tbe2 snyp n ckp "KEREMPENG nye awk!!"

"adk sy yg tggi nye 170++ pon da 65kg..jap2 sy nk imagine cmne.."

hahahaha..ngade kn?da nk keding cmni nk uat cmne..

bdn jnis xcpt naek la dear..haiya..ape la dak bcuk 2..

erm..4 me ayt KeReMpEnG mmg unique..hehehe..thx dear.. :)

thx u my dearest popo..

BISMILLAH..

1st nk say thx u so much kt die..leh trime aku seade nye..

rse cm xcye ape yg aku rse die pon rse even bru knl about 8-9 ari..

hahaha..thx u sAYANGs..mybe die je kot yg rse bru knl..

tp aku rse da knl die cm da lme..seyezly..

erm..xthu nk express cmne my feeling nie..

hahahaha..4 u i alwayz with u in any cndition k?i'll support u..

semlm aku da buli die tau..truthly sory my dear..

aku suh die tny smethng kt aku yg die kte die xpnah tny soklan nie kt spe2 bfore diz..

huhu..agk kekejaman ar skit mlm td..pas 2 dok kaco2 die..

aku ckp soklan die comel la ape la..then die blushing..hahaha..

smpai b'peloh2 die thu x..sgt2 romentik..huhu..

sje je kaco2 awk my popo.. :) jgn mrh2 tau?nnti da xcute cm skunk..

nyway byk kte2 die yg uat aku jd kn habits now..

antre nye :-

1. sumpah awk sengal..

2. sumpah awk bengong.. (bfore diz..now da xckp..hehe..)

3. xklakar tau..

uat mse skunk nie je yg aku ingt..hahaha.. xD

2 my gurl..thx a lot 2 give me L**E..

i'll appreciate it..i'll create ur name in my heart..fuh !

i feel good..

BISMILLAH..

alhmdllah syukor kpd yg maha esa coz aku rse aku cm da nk cihat..

n i hope temp xnaek m'dadak lg..

aku da byk skip klaz..seyezly tkot maen skip2 nie..

of coz la byk t'lpas..aku nie bkn jnis cpt pick up..

aku jnis cpt top up..hahaha..kidding2..

even aku still kt hosptal lg aku rse cm da xkt hosptal u know..

aku g jln2 cm org cihat smpai kne mrh n kne m'bebel with "she"..

sometimes aku rse die cm da fedup ari2 m'bebel suh aku t8 care..

aku bkn xmo care about myself tp aku xmo la mnje kn tbuh bdn aku nie..

nnti die gdik2 mnx d'mnje kn evryday cmne?ha kn da ssah..

dktor pon psan jgn mnje kn dri sgt..klu leh bgn 2 bgn je..

jgn dok bring 24/7..xbgos..tp kdg2 rse cm si die da fedup nk cramah f.o.c kt aku..

hahahaha..agk kejam la aku nie..aku gelak2 or maen2 ble die tgh m'bebel xb'mkne aku xdgr..

totally wrong..aku still amek port ape yg die tgh bebel kn.. :)

n die da byk ajar aku erti khidupan..wah ! ayt jwang pny !

hehe..tp aku ttap appreciate ape yg die kte kn even sometimes trase pnas di ati..

ape yg die tegor die nk yg t'baek dr aku..bgos la 2 kn?

d'sbb kn aku rse cm da pulih dr cakit yg b'abad2 lme nye so insyllah nk mnx kuar esok..

2 pon klu my temp xgdik2 nk naek la..

aku xthu npe ble mlm aku rse cm jap sjok jap pnas..

2 slh 1 symptom temp aku nk naek..adoyai..hope xjd da cmni..

ltih la jap naek jap trun..byk bnde yg aku nk uat ble aku da cihat..

list bnde yg aku nk uat if da cihat..

1. nk pose..

2. nk g klaz..

3. nk uat asgnment yg mkin m'gunung..

4. nk g maen futsal..

5. nk g smbut merdeka ! haha..bengong..

6. nk blk kl jpe fmly n nk say sory ats sgle kesulitan..

7. nk g bzar ramadhan..

8. nk uat prsntation..

9. nk dgr announcement rye..hehe..mongok..

10. nk rye !

nie la antre prkare2 yg bkal d'buat jike d'beri ksmpatan kshtan yg baek.. :)

ble nk ok nie..

BISMILLAH..

since aku dmam ari isnin ari 2 bdn rse cm cakit2..

temp lak trun naek..

ish..nie amat m'rsau kn aku..

da la byk skip klaz..asgnment da sah2 b'timbun2..

jin mne la sdi uat kn asgnment aku nie..

aih..rse cm down gle skunk..xthu ape da jd ngn dri ku..

gle ke?sengal ke?bengong ke?

yes..totally yes..+ blurr..

next week ade prsentation..aduhai..mlg2 nsib ku..

power point xciap lg..nk prsent pkai ape?

pokpek2 pkai mlut da sah2 kne trajang ngn madam..

bru best smbut pose klu cm 2..

pose + dpt flying kick from madam..hahaha..

cakit3..ble la ko nk blar dr idop aku?

ko g la cri org laen lak..tp make sure jgn cri fmly aku,kwn2 aku,org yg aku knl n sdre seagme ku..

ko g cri spe2 except org yg aku da inform nie..

camat b'pose kwn2..

BISMILLAH..

" SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK WAHAI MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAT "

2 all my frendz pose tau?jgn monteng2 lak mne yg mmpu 2..

bg pnoh k?huhuhu..take a good care of yourself..plz ! i miss u guyz..

n 4 my precious fmly..i luv u guyz..

ya allah..plz may diz year of ramadhan be the better ramadhan than the previous ramadhan 4 us..

cdih sgt..

BISMILLAH..

slm guyz..actlly xde bnde pon nk story..

aku juz nk gthu yg aku msok ari nie da 2 ari kot..

mlm isnin 2 aku rse xcdap bdan sgt..aku gthu gf aku n sofia..

then dorg suh rest..aku pon rest la..seyezly aku cm lmah sgt..

aku pon tdo..ble aku t'jge kul 1 lbih aku kejot mmbe aku..

then mmbe aku ajak aku g blik warden..then warden kte tdo blik die..

if ade pape jd die thu n die leh handle..

smpai kul 2 lbih aku da xleh than sgt..bdan aku m'gigil..

nsib baek warden sdar n die trus kol amblance..

at last aku admitted kt hosptal coz my temprature 39.4 i think..

lpe la..tp above 39 la..then aku t'sgt2 lonely kt sni..

aku bru decide nk g solat trawikh n nk smbut 1st day pose ngn my new frendz..

then xdpt..mybe bkn rezki aku..

2 all my frendz doa2 kn la aku nie spye cpt smbuh k?amin..

bby n sofia..thx a lot guyz..i luv u !! :)

my persian? :)

BISMILLAH..

slm guyz..hahaha..aku jd xleh blar ble dri ku d'gelar "my PERSIAN"

nme 2 agk comel tp suitable utk kucing lorh..

hehehe..btw thx kt kwn aku yg ssah2 bg nme kucing ksygn die 2 kt aku..

antre msj yg pnah aku receive from her about my persian ialah :-

1. idung 2 mmg ptt kena tarik... Telinga kena piat, tapah kat phg la... Kcg persianku

2. yg dgl sgt nie nape?? kan sya kate b/fast kena amik.. xmo la cm nie, sok lusa tulat n smpai bile awk xleyh skip b/fast tau..xmo noty2 my persian

3. Touchin ke??hehehehe sukenye tgk dia m'rajuk.. Cutenye my persian..Tomey3 :-)

4. Awk pon msti xde crdt nk reply msg sya kan... t dh reload hp 2.. Kite msg2 ye n tlg la jgn mrajuk sya xreti nk pujuk.. n klau muke cute persian sya ilang siap la awk sya piat telinga smpai awk xbrani nk ilangkan muke cute persian sya...:@

5. Cutenye my persian... Jgn touchin2 ye...

nie la antre msj2 nye..xpsal2 aku d'pnggl persian..hehehe..

thx kt my new frend nie..

nme die SOFIAH SERENA..

pelik bin HAIRAN !

BISMILLAH..

sumpah aku plik n sgt hairan bnde nie leh jd smpai cmni..

npe nk bsar2 kn cite pdhal bnde nie xjd problm pon..

aduh ssah ati seyh ble da jd cmni..

hope bnde nie ok scpat mgkin..xsnggup idop keadaan cmni..

n seyezly aku sgt cdih leh TERjadi nye bnde nie..

tah la labu labi pon xthu..erm~

nyway I'M SO SORY if i ade uat slh k?

4give me.. :(

dengar la..

-nothing 2 say-

lelengau..

BISMILLAH..

sulu kada nuan agik ingat..
ka aku sayau..
udah lama amat aku ninggal ka nuan..
tiap ari nuan nganti penatai aku..
tang endak gak aku pulai..
kasih aku medak nuan sayau..
tang taja piak anang nuan irau..
aku tetap sayau kau nuan..
enda mudah aku muai nuan sayau..
nuan siko aja ti di kerindu ka aku dalam dunya tu..

i luv u so much baby..

Harapan Tanpa Suara..

BISMILLAH..

slm sume..post aku kli nie aku mmg mrh sgt2..
n cakit ati ngn prangai org yg xsrupe org..
npe la kalangan korg yg uat keje nie kejam sgt eik?post aku psal buang ank..
ish bnde nie da m'jd2 da skunk..ape ke bodo la spe yg uat keje nie..
org2 cmni dsar xde didikan agme..klu parents korg didik pon waste their time je..
n mybe parents korg mnyesal bsar kn korg..
da thu mlu prgnant xde laki yg g m'jalang kn dri anda npe?
yg si jntan pon sme..ko da rayu2 btine 2 smpai prgnant pas 2 ko xnk tggungjwb..
so,trg lg nyte la korg nie mmg xde akal..m'ngalah kn bntg..
thu ape 2 BINATANG?ish kemarahan aku da m'buak2..
jntan ngn btine sme thap keSTUPIDan nye..xde lbih xde kurang..
klu korg da xnk sgt ank 2 xde cre laen ke slaen nk buang?
da pndai uat pndai ar tggung..tp aku thu dnie nie xde mnusie yg prfect..
sume mnusie uat slh..then korg ade ways laen kn..anta la umah kbajikan ke..
or bg kt spe2 yg nk ank 2..rmai lg org yg snggup bela..
2 la org tue2 pnah ckp.."klu hlal 2 ssah sgt nk dpt..
tp klu yg hram 2 sng2 je dpt..da dpt buang.."
hope phm2 la ye..klu xnk gak bg la kt aku nie..
wlaupon bak kte my along aku nie agk kepoyoan tp sfat kmnsiaan aku xilang lg..
da2 la 2 uat keje hram..ingt dnie da akhr zman..
cpt2 b'taubat sblm pntu taubat d'ttup..klu pntu taubat da ttup..
nauzubillah..xt'capai aku nk pkir sume 2..k la sksi kn la video nie.. :(

-di manakah ibu di manakah ayah-

sampah ke kami nie? :(

pompuan S****L !

BISMILLAH..

mlm td aku sje on ym..sje nk tgk mmbe2 yg on9..

tbe2 ade la 1 btine nie "buzz" aku..

aku pon tny die..npe?rndu ke?then aku ktwe..

aku actlly xb'mnat pon nk msj ngn die..tp die da msj xkn aku nk rject lak kn?

wat eva la..pas 2 die tny aku 1 question..

"npe abg break ngn fariha?"aku pon cm..wat?break?

aku pon tny die blk..mne dpt brite nie?cpt nye smpai brite yg cmni..

aku sje je nk test die..then die ckp die forgot spe yg gthu die n she told me yg die ade dgr2 nie..

after aku desak2 then bru die gthu yg die xknl dak yg gthu die psal nie..

u all think bnde nie logik xjd?yes ! of coz xlogik..

like org bodo die ckp..then aku pon tny lg..can u be honestly with me..

tlg la jgn mnipu..da pndai mnipu now tuisyen kt mne?

then die mrh2 aku ckp "ble lak aku tpu ko?ckp 2 baek2 ar skit.."

woo ! aku ko lak die gne..slalu gne adk abg..skunk cm p*****k je pompuan 2!

cm2 ar aku gdoh ngn die..nk cite pon tkot xckup page..

cm2 aku mki die n die pon mki aku..kte2 die 2 uat aku pns di tgh mlm..

aku nie cpt msre ngn org..n aku nk gthu gak aku nie pnas bran..

my gurl thu la pnas bran aku cmne..tp pnas2 aku pon aku xpnah mki pompuan cm 2..

die org ke2 yg pnah kne mki ngn aku..

mybe mlm 2 aku hot temper sgt n cm2 la kuar..setan lak byk..

dats why la..aku nie iman bkn kuat sgt..huhuhu..

so dat aku nk gthu korg die mmg pompuan s****l..f**k off la kt die..

aku cm da ilang sbar ngn die..xgne aku mki2 kt sni..korg yg bce pon tggung gak dose aku..

hahaha..cian kt my readers kn?sory coz kli nie post carot2..nie la hkikat..

sory a lot guyz..AKU MENYESAL KENAL BETINE CAM KO..full stop !